毕业课题 之 A penny of my thoughts

"Most people spend their whole lives climbing
the ladder of success only to realize, when
they get to the top, the ladder has been
leaning against the wrong wall."

Stephen Covey

   

What wall is my ladder leaning against ???

                            

毕业课题 之 论文杀伤力篇

如果,大家还不知道,JOjo 在NTU的日子所乘无几。

   

在NTU的日子,忙忙碌碌,完全没有休息的空间。一学期紧跟着一学期,不停不停地学习,在加上边上课边打工,完全没有空挡。假期也完全被假期工和团体/学会的活动埋掉了,呜呜呜~

   

就这样,三年的时间,一眨眼就快结束了。大三的第二学期过的更是快得可怕,繁重的课业简直把JOjo压得喘不过气啦!当大伙都还在埋头苦读准备迎战期末考试的时候,JOjo已经默默地踏入实验室,开始了她的毕业课题,英文里称之为Final Year Project。

   

毕业课题,在科学领域里,当然是跟试验有关系啦。为了这个毕业课题,JOjo还真是牺牲了不少呢!放弃了去台湾的假期、两个月没踏进祖国一步,更别说是回到我那舒适的家!哇,超级难过的咧~ 最近更是进入了另一个境界,完完全全被毕业课题征服、成为实验室里的俘虏。

   

无形的压力虽然没有显现出来,JOjo的脸上还是挂着常有的微笑,但疲劳的身躯及精神上的疲惫却一点一点地曝露出来。常打困、头脑紧绷、常忘了把文件从房间带出来是常有的事,或者又突然非常亢奋而哼起歌儿来,姨妈两个月都不想跟我做朋友等等... ... 而且,这两个礼拜以来我每晚都猛吃零食、小饼干、小甜点,情况完全不受控制!!!天呀,不肥都假~ 来人呀,快把我视线范围内的食物都拿走吧,否着后果肯定不堪设想!感觉上在我肚子周围的游泳圈渐渐在扩张~ *晕*

   

哈啦了这么多,话说昨日赶论文的时候,写呀写,不知不觉就到了傍晚七点,本来打算没写完就别想回去 (我都说了,最近都埋没在实验室里,从太阳公公到月亮婆婆,都快在实验室里扎营了我~), 但千斤重的眼皮再使劲也挣不开。唉,JOjo最终竟然败给了自己的千斤重眼皮,难道是长胖了,连眼皮也重了起来??? *昏*

 

敌不过千斤眼皮,写也写不下去呀!挣扎了一下,无法决定是该在实验室里小睡一会儿,还是回房里休息。想想,也好一段时间没那么早回去了,更别说是休息。好吧,“休息是为了走更长远的路”,所以JOjo就匆匆收了收东西,赶紧回宿舍。澡也没冲,直接换上睡觉衣物,一倒床就睡着了。特意不调闹钟,就为了让自己有安逸的睡眠,也试图想看看自己有多累 = 能够睡到几点。哈哈,没想到我挺能睡的,一觉到天明,足足睡了十个钟头。今天跟实验室里的博士生们提起这件事,他们都说我之前太拼命啦,都快把自己累垮了。

   

总而言之,写论文还真是不简单,看看我就知道啦!

   

后言:不过昨天还是挺幸福的,中午没吃着绿豆汤,耿耿于怀了一个下午,傍晚安娜就捧着一大碗的绿豆汤进来给我们吃,神呀,你真是非常宠爱我、无时无刻的眷顾我呀~ *感动*

Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao, Suntec City

Finally a chance for me to savour good food with valid reason...

 

For those who know me well, by now, you know that i seldom dine out unless there is any special occassion. I am constantly on "$-saving" mode by default. I've been recently crowned, by my own beloved daddy, as the "bread-eating-surviving" girl, though my daddy doesn't really agree with it. *lol*

 

Anyway, my dad is a typical "China Man". He needs to eat on time, he needs rice or noodles, he prefer Chinese food. So when we were deciding between Fish & Co. and Crystal Jade, the answer is obvious.

 

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                               La Mian with minced meat and preserved vegetables  $7.00

 

Surprisingly delicious. My brother couldn't stop praising the texture of the La Mian. "No wonder it's famous for its la mian..." The soup was luxious and flavourful with a hint of spice. Gor gor finished the whole bowl of la mian without sparing the soup. No single drip of soup was left in the bowl.

 

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                                        La Mian with Chicken Soup $ 8.50

 

The La Mian and chicken soup was served separately. The la mian is very bland, or was it supposed to be eaten with the soup? But, how? Hmm.... *scratch head*

 

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The bowl of chicken soup is very smooth and full of flavour of the chicken *lol* what am i talking here??? The taste of the soup which i believed it was double-boiled, was awesome! Sweet and fragrant. The chicken was boiled till its meat was separated from the bone and i enjoyed the breast meat very much, since my family members didn't like to eat chicken breast meat. So i "sapu" the breast meat. Better still, no one would fight with me. *wink*

 

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                        Fried rice with Prawn, Chicken and Ham  $ 8.50

Oh my, my mum ordered this. My dad was surprised so was I. So unlike my mum. Apparently the cough was such a nuisance and was torturing my mum. A very simple dish of fried rice but the verdict was: it was delicious! Each grain of rice was well separated and chewy. Not too salty nor oily. Chinese ham added the distinct flavour of a plate of chinese fried rice. The prawn was fresh, juicy and succelent. Simple yet delicious, bravo!

 

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                               Shanghai Pork Dumpling a.k.a Xiao Long Bao  $ 3.60

 

A signature dish of all Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao Chain. It was nice. Mum said it tasted nicer than the one we had at Boss @ Vivo, bigger and juicier. But for me, somehow something was amiss. Somehow the skin was a little bit too thick and the soup in the dumpling was a bit too little. I seriously didn't know what was wrong. *puzzled* But my parents like it nonetheless so it was good enough for me. Sometimes, Quality might fluctuate a little, i guess.

 

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                          Stew Chicken Wings with fungus and mushroom  $ 12.00

 

Served in a hot stone bowl. A dish i wanted to try since my first visit to Crystal Jade when i saw an old couple had it. Since then, it has been on my mind but i had got no chance to try. So i seized the oppurtunity, ordered as a side dish to savour together with our main. This dish is seriously worth recommending!!! The sauce was flavourful and the dried chillies added the kick for the dish yet it wasn't too spicy. Even my dad who can't take too spicy stuff enjoyed it! My dad topped his bland la mian with this sauce and commented that his la mian tasted better now. *haha* The chicken wings were well marinated and the black fungus and mushroon absorbed the abundant flavour of the sauce. Yummy Yummy~

 

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                                                              Carrot Pastry     $ 3.20

 

This was another dish which i wanted to try for quite a while. Due to the undeniable fact that i seldom dine out (couldn't help laughing to myself), i had again, no chance to try until now. *lol*

Nonetheless, my mum wanted to order this as well. Like mother like daughter, perhaps. The picture in the menu fascinated us and we both love pastry. This savoury pastry dish was delish. Raddish was fried and lightly flavoured with salt and pepper (i supposed?) wrapped in crispy pastry skin. Nice! I wonder is this dish served in dim sum restaurant?

 

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                                                     Souffle egg white ball $ 4.50 for 3

 

First time trying for my family. I love this from my previous visit to Crystal Jade so i really wanted my family to try this. It was actually fried egg white with red bean paste filling with a slice of banana. Please don't ask me how they do it cause i'm trying to figure it out myself too. Anyway, a special chinese pastry dessert and my family loved it! The egg white layer was fluffy and each bite reminded me of marshmallow minus the sweetness. The red bean paste was not too sweet and surprisingly banana went well with red bean.

 

Four ballooned up stomach leaving the restaurant feeling satisfied. Especially my dad. He is a happy man when his stomach is well taken care of. *grin*

   

 

Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao
3 Tamasek Boulevard
#B1-028,
Suntec City Mall.
Singapore 038983.
Tel: 63376678
Fax: 63373550

 

My Family's Day Out In Singapore

I'm so so So So SSSOooOOOO BLESSED !!!

With Daddy, Mummy, Gor gor who sayang me a lot.

WIth friends in NTU who are helpful esp QQ who is my best of friends in hall =D

With brother- and sisters-in-Christ who are special to me.

 

5th July 2008, @ 9.00pm, emergency sms to QQ calling for help. I wanted to make my parents and brother's stay in NTU as comfortable as possible but i forgot my room is meant for twin-sharing. Parents+bro+me = 4 people!!! *faint* No worries, my rescue was just an sms away. QQ "shuang-kuai-ly" "loan" her room to me. Super blessed with QQ in my life in NTU. She is very sweet and she knows me and understands me best (which is all together another tory).

@ 9.20pm, my parents and brother arrived at Hall of Residence 8, NTU. Poor them waited for 10mins (or more?) for their girl girl without knowing that she was taking her own sweet time in the bathroom... Bathing...

@ 11.20pm, KS (QQ's roommie) came back. But she was so sweet too~ Three of us ended up staying in one room =) *my mum was super worried her cough would affect KS' sleep*

 

6th July 2008, marked a special and memorable day for me and my family. We went to New Creation Church for the first time as a family as well as it was the first visit to New Creation Church for my parents and brother. I hope they enjoyed the service (which they said they did) and i was really blessed by my family. It was a desire of mine to be able to attend NCC with my family one day. And it came to past.

   

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                          An Evident that We were here as a Family

   

Bringing my family to savour lots of good food was the least i can do for them. They seldom come to Singapore and now i am more able, i wish to bless them with the best i can afford. *wink*

   

But most importantly, i wish to introduce them to my beloved friends in church. A chance for my parents to know who are the ones i'm mingling with and a chance for my friends in church to know me and my family better =)

   

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                                       Yes, the pretty ladies!!!~

   

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       My Family with Samuel, Naomi, Shannon, Su An and Sharon

   

My mum's feedback was she enjoyed the day a lot, especially the fellowship with my friends *smilez*. With my family, good food and great friends, what else could i ask for more?

 

Indeed, I'm so blessed.

 

My 100th Post~

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Somebody once said to me,
"Blogging is for those who are free"
As for me, blogging is for remembrance,
All the little things that happen in my life,
Big or small, I want to remember them all.

   

Even i don't have the luxury of time,
I would find time, to blog,
to jot down all the memory of mine,
of my friends,
of my dining experience,
of my emotions.
All these form my precious memories,
of my past that i want to hold on to.

   

Friends,
We might not go through all thick and thin together,
but i want you to know,
Once my friend, always my friend.

   

We might not keep in close contact,
You might not hear from me from a very very long time.
It is not that i have forgotten about you,
but I'm under serious time constraint.
I'm sorry my friends...

   

I will not forget each and everyone of you,
My friends,
For each of you are precious gift from God to me... 



              Happy 100th Post to my little blog.

         And for all my friends, Thank You for being part of my life...

 

Japanese Spring Festival, NTU

I got tonnes of Back Log and i am really sorry. *Sumimaseh"

I wanted to introduce to an interesting festival back in the month of March.

Japanese Appreciation Club  celebrated Spring Festival towards the end of March.
Booths were set up in front of OCBC open area.

In a Japanese occasion, how can we forget someone/something important???
Who is it then? OR should i ask, what is it then???

   
   

   The Answer is....
   

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                                                              HELLO KITTY~
   
Yes, we had hello kitty for our very own....
   

   
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It was so funny to see people trying to scoop a goldfish from a plastic inflatable baby pool.
They tried all means and ways to get the goldfish into their given container.
"Corner the fish"
"Teamwork"
   


 
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Very funny scene. Entertaining indeed. Only at a fraction of the cost. SGD$1.
The entertainment value? Priceless.
   
   

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Besides the Scoop-A-Goldfish, they also had a booth for Yukata photo taking. I'm not sure whether it's free or they need to pay, but it looked pretty fun! Btw, Yukata is the Summer version of kimono.
   
   
They were selling Meiji's product which i bought none. $$ constraint. But again, i want to declare, I LOVE MEIJI *nyek nyek nyek*
   
A short post, just want to clear my back log. And this is my 99th Post. Whoo~Hoo~

Ichiban Sushi @ Jurong Point, Singapore

It was a long & tiring week,
eventhough it meant to be a short week,
with only 4 days,
Without Monday Blues~

Who knows that there was a Mistletoe Tuesday,
Which activated the whole lab to stay OT until 9++pm,
Meaning i had a 12+hrs of lab~ T.T
With a hungry stomach waiting to be fed.

Then came Wednesday which was disastrous,
Got reprimanded by my Big Boss,
For not practicing GLP,
Caught Red-Handed, My bad~  T.T

Then came Thursday,
Without much of a hiccup,
Beside not closing the column door properly,
Causing fluctuation of temperature of my HPLC~ T.T

Here it came, lonely Friday,
Which i thought it was,
FYP haunting my friends,
and I'm left all alone.

No that i had nothing to do,
Neither was i Bored,
Just feeling too tired,
Staying in NTU all week long.

A call at 4+pm changed it all,
Delighted, heart leaping in joy!
"I am GOING OUT!!! On a Friday NIGHT!!"
After all, I am not alone.

   

Finally, I have a date, on a Friday night...

 

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Where to meet? A simple Question.
We are the West People and We are Tired.
Simple Answer. Boonlay.
Very straight forward.

It is the second time.
One-on-one.
I was the one waited,
On both occasions.

I am not complaining.
Cos he is a dear friend of mine.
Holding a special position.
That it is not easily shaken.

Primary & secondary schoolmate,
We were in the class of 2(3),
With Jesing as monitor,
Lu Yean & I were the Asst Monitresses.

 

Those were the days...

      
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Two tired people with lots to catch up.
Three meals in school/workplace.
We share such similarity.
It's time for some Food Comfort.

Japanese Food was our choice,
Dining of two made things even easier.
Skip the step of waiting for a table,
Table for two is easily available. *Yay*

 
   

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                                                        Vegetable Roll SGD$2.10

A refreshing dish. Covered with sesame and bits of dried seaweed, and crunchy french beans, corn, carrot & cucumber in the center.

                                                   

I gotta shout, " I am loving it~"

   

   

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                                                       Ebiko Temaki @ SGD$2.10

Yup, it's a Temaki, but not with the normal seaweed wrap that you see. It's wrapped with crepe. Together with the crunchy salad leaf & the fried bacon stripe, i never know temaki can taste so GOoooD!!!

Maybe is the bacon... Maybe it's the Ebiko... Or maybe, it's because of the mayo they added that makes all the different. Or maybe, it's the cheapest of them all, the salad leaf???

Who knows?
But i fell in love with bacon for the first time.


   

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                                            Unagi with Cheese Sushi @ SGD$ 3.90

I gotta shout, I gotta Shout, I gotta SHOUT!!!
This is not the ordinary thinly-sliced-until-u-can't-taste kind of Unagi. This is the premium Unagi that you get on the Unagi Don!!!

The thick flesh of Unagi melting in your mouth before it burst into its full flavour. Enhanced with the flavour from the sliced Cheddar cheese&seaweed hidden between the Japanese rice, who could resist the heavenly-match sushi?

Especially to someone who loves both Unagi and cheese...

       

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                                                             Inari Sushi @ SGD$2.10

A typical Inari Sushi caught my friend's attention. Nothing uncommon but nothing to complain about. It's just Inari Sushi.

   
   

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                                           Curry Chicken Katsu Don @ SGD$11.90

Jim Jim always wanted to try Japanese Curry. To his surprise (dismay perhaps?), he says it tasted exactly like the "ah neh's curry" aka indian curry when he was studying in UK. A tiny weeny bit of spice, more of the sweet curry. For me, its taste is comparable to the Japanese stall in the food court in NTU. Hmm... I like it, i like Japanese Curry. But if i can pay 1/3 of the price here to eat the exact dish in NTU minus the two slices of oranges and the bowl of miso soup, why should i order this out of school? *i wonder, wonder*

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Both of us were too full to have any dessert,
though the tempura  ice-cream was calling,
and fiesta Japanese cheesecake is whistling,
"Jojo, Jojo, aren't we lovely?"

Indiana Jones and The  Kingdom of the Crystal Skull,
On a Friday night,
It seems like a date,
With a primary schoolmate.

"I scare I'll fall asleep in the cinema" i was told,
Came out with lots of Q's marks in his head,
I felt bad to drag him for a show,
Which he didn't know what was going on.

Thank Q Jim Jim for the treat,
A lovely Friday evening indeed.
I am glad i have you,
As a friend who come to my rescue.

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JOjo is very happy,
Cos I got my R square = 1.
Although my error bar "sucks",
I still thank God,
Cos I got R square equals to 1.
*Grinning away*


 

原来。。。

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                                                 独自一人,我有我的FUN~

 

原来,不是不在乎,
而是,侧重,已经不同而已。

 

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                                               早晨的阳光,代表着新的开始。

 

决定,公主与奴才的关系,
不能再继续下去。

决定,小公主必须迈入另一个阶段,
更独立、坚强。

决定,在奴才找到属于自己的花儿的时候,
让他好好地、呵护、爱护她。

决定,不能应为任性、孤单与疲惫,
而欺负奴才,让他活受罪。

决定,自己照顾自己,
因为同时照顾两个人,太累人了吧!

所以,我亲爱的奴才,
谢谢你。

对你,有万分的感激,
无法只用言语表述。

你不单是奴才,也是我的师傅,
更是倾听我心中话的益友。

我因该会想念你吧!
想念你带我到处逛的日子。
 
怎么办?
我还有很多想去和象吃的地方呢!
   

我在想啊,我们打的钩钩,
约定还要不要遵守啊?

   
公主与奴才,是作不下去了。
不过,我因该不会失去一个肝胆相照的朋友吧?

 

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                                                             我的大树呢?

 

最近,周边压力特大,
离我最近、最亲的朋友,
都交男朋友、女朋友啦!!!

我?贞守自我~
没办法,生活过于忙碌,
社交圈子太小。

我看呀,每天泡在实验室的我,
该是时候跟我的黄连、钩藤聊聊天,
培养、培养感情吧!哇哈哈~

-___-""

 

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                                           漫长崎岖的路,我会一直走下去
    

我的选择,是我的决定。
我选择我要走的路。



 

五味参杂

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Dr Ong请吃饭,去了NTU 新开的Executive Cafe。

东西很不错,气氛也很好,超开心! \(^o^)/

很久没吃好吃的了。

我可爱的Dr Ong,你人真好,又有耐心,又笑脸迎人。

为什么不结婚呢?养条狗狗陪你,真的就够了吗?

 

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昨天下午被骂,做错事被逮个正着。

也不是什么大事,只是在化学实验室里没戴安全眼罩,

加上让Wash Bottle's Mouth动到Volumetric Flask,会Contamination。

可是,我在实验室里,一直都没有做错事;

Mentor对我超好,我跟他学了很多,也没被他凶过。

昨日,被大老板凶,非常严厉的凶了一轮!

结果,还要Dr Ong帮我解围,*被疼啦!*

不过最可怜的是,我害我的Mentor被大老板骂,

“小老师没教好学生……”

对不起,对不起,万分抱歉~ 呜呜~

被骂的时候,还真得有点想要哭,太脆弱了!!!

不是啦,其实是在家父母也没凶我,太久没被凶了啦~ 结果就想哭,完蛋了~

依稀记得最后一次有类似的感觉是在中五的时候吧!

那时是被老师冤枉,被责备,也是这种感觉。

可能从小到大,一直都很在乎老师对我的评价,所以被老师凶,会特别感到委屈和难过。

不管是被冤枉还是真的做错事。。。

 

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最近已经没有特权了。

我说:“很累,快要死了。不过不是因为累死。”

可能是,失望而死吧~

 

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原来,你的在乎,

对我,还是很重要。

 

When Exam is over~! So...

Spring is gone and summer is here
Exam is gone and FYP* is here
Thursday, the 24th, The double shot
And Monday, the 28th, Started my FYP.


When others are on Holidays,
I'm more like a slave,
but i enjoy being one,
who is guided by a very good one.


Two weeks had passed,
more work to be done.
Computer is down and i haven't blog for a while.
Long hours in lab drains Jojo away.


Chemicals are dangerous so i practise GLP*.
Hair is tied, labcoat is put on,
Gloves in the pocket you can never go wrong,
Wearing Safety google is a norm.


Biohazard waste in biohazard bin,
Chemical-saturated lab is not a good thing.
Wash your hands before you leave,
You wouldn't want to bring back unwanted things.


So far so good, i would say,
Hope i can get result in the end.
Research is not as easy as i thought it would be,
But i want to give my best shot, none the less.


Pardon me for my lack of posting,
But my FYP is of 15 credits,
"Buang'ing" it is not in my dictionary,
For all the effort that i've put in.


So Thank YOU for your kind encouragement,
It keeps my research momentum,
11 weeks before my thesis submission,
Many late nights is in my prediction.


So, for now i'll slow down in my "Blog Spying" mission,
As well as for "Eye-looking, Mouth-drooling" reaction,
As i embark on my FYP mission,
Encouragement is much apprecitated.


So Thank You, Thank You, Thank You,
For i know i got your recognition,
I'm not gone, just missing for a moment,
So WATCH OUT, cos I'LL BE BACK!!!



It's a random post while waiting to check on my HPLC run. I'll be back in action real soon, when my pc is back. I'm actually using my phD mentor's laptop in the lab now *bleah* So back to work, tata for now~

HPLC: High-performance Liquid Chromatography
FYP: Final Year Project
GLP: Good Laboratory Practice